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The Life Of "Mars".
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2017-07-02 21:33:51 (UTC)


Monday 3rd July, 2017

It'll now be roughly around 6 months since I saw Callum in person. We weren't exactly the closest of friends or anything, in fact we never actually hung out together when it was just the two of us. Still, I'm glad that I should be able to see him on the 7th.

I went to Laura's yesterday, we didn't do anything spectacular. We didn't hook up, which I'm fine with. Lillie was there too. We kind of just hung out for awhile, talking and all of that. I found out that while I was passed out the night of the party she had hooked up with Leroy (one of the guys there) and well, given him a handjob. I wasn't jealous or anything, like at all. Which was sort of weird. I genuinely didn't care about what she got up to because we weren't anything. She's still my friend and I don't really judge her for anything, at all.

Raven messaged me yesterday too, and I guess she's gotten into contact with my other step sister Dakota. I've sort of failed to mention her in any of my entries I'm pretty sure, simply because I myself haven't really heard anything about her. I suppose it's the same situation with the rest of us, my deadbeat dad fucked some girl then dipped. She's 10. From what Raven's told me the people who she's staying with have pretty much tried to cut off contact with the rest of us. Which is understandable, I guess. I mean this in no offence to Raven but she doesn't exactly have the whole innocent housewife and nice girl look to her. If you know what I mean by that. The older step brother I have I don't even remember his name. I do know he's in jail though. So I guess I can see why Dakota's people would maybe want to shield her from everybody else.

I looked at her Instagram that it looks like she made just recently. She's pretty, really really pretty. She looks fairly innocent, so far her photos include two photos of the sky, four selfies, two drawings, one photo of a dog, one photo of a cream soda drink and a photo of an egg on toast. Innocent enough. I feel sort of weird about it though, a gnawing in my stomach. I don't mean I get a bad feeling about this, it feels like a weird sensation of protectiveness, in a way. I don't really feel that way too much about Raven, maybe because she's a few years older then me and can look after herself, but yeah. Odd feelings. I think I'm supposed to maybe talk to her later with Raven. I don't know how that's supposed to go. I'm not usually fond of little kids, but if she is my step sister then well, I'd be fine with talking with her I guess.

I found a rapper I like a lot too, well I've known him for awhile but over the past few weeks I've listened to him a lot more. Syringe. His music can be kind of, odd and distorted. I recently however, found he had another name, MACXVII. From what it sort of appears to me he uses both sort of as an alter ego thing, as the music seems to be drastically different. Syringe seems more to be for if deathcore and rap had a baby. MACXVII however seems to be more on the chilled side of things with just normal rap and even singing at times. Even the sounds never seem to merge between the two egos. I don't know, I thought it was kind of cool.

Peace, -Mars