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2016-11-24 09:44:11 (UTC)

Night Time

Thursday 24th November, 2016

Pretty much almost as soon as I posted that entry before Hayley messaged me on Snapchat with a screenshot of the KMS photo saying "Naughty" "I missed you" and to message her on Messanger.

The first thing I said to her was, "Yo you okay? Today must of been kinda rough because of the thing with your friend." which she responded with, "Yeah it was but at the moment I'm more worried about you, how are you?"

I kinda lied and said I was okay. I wasn't really but y'know, I imagine today was hard for her so I didn't want to make her upset. I said I was pretty worried about her and that I wanted to message her, but I didn't know if that would make things worse or not. And that's true. She said she stayed at Laura's for a second time over night because she didn't want to go home and that she broke down in front of Laura, her mom and Brodie. I wish I could of been there right then for her, instead of another guy. She said she wanted to message me about it but she didn't want to bother me.

We talked a bit more but not for too long since because of the whole thing of staying the nights at Laura's because of the thing with her friend she wasn't able to do the work, and luckily because of her situation I guess the teacher let her do it tonight so she was kinda busy with that. She said she would of tried meeting me at the park otherwise.

She randomly went off at one point and hasn't been on since so maybe she's asleep or something since I guess today was pretty tiring and it was close to when she usually goes to bed.

I want to ask her about how she feels about Brodie, how she feels about me. I want to tell her to be 100% with me. To not sugar coat anything and just be honest with me. But right now because of the thing with her friend and since we just started talking again I don't know if the timing would be right. I might see if I can get her to go to the park with me tomorrow, and maybe see where things go from there. I dunno.

I decided to go for one of my night time walks for a bit. New Zealand, Nelson, the area that I live in is a pretty safe place. We have a pretty low violent crime rate for these sorts of things compared to other places in the world, and I can handle myself so walking around at night doesn't really scare me.

I walked because I wanted to clear my thoughts a bit and calm myself down. I had a lot of things going through my head y'know? I thought about Hayley, me and her, I tried thinking about how she is feeling, her and Brodie, my grandad. Lot's of things really.

I don't quite know what it is about the night that I like so much. I've always been a night person. Perhaps it's because at night the stresses of school, day to life as a whole kind of disappear. You don't have to worry about other people because most people would be asleep. To me the lights of the city, street lights, the pale glimmer from the moon and stars are far more beautiful then things shown by the sun. The calmness, the stillness of it all. It becomes so much more quieter then when it's day time.

It's 11:06 PM right now, I think I'm gonna go watch TV for awhile.

Peace, -Mars.